6/15/26

I’ve decided to make things for myself at whatever pace i need after several extensive conversations about my current lack of routine in regards to care and creation. Im going to pursue making whatever I’m going to make even though i’m fully afraid of failing and making a fool of myself. i’m going to share things with those i trust and love despite being afraid of it tainting the product or scaring myself out of ideas. I’m going to embrace being an artist because it is my life despite being afraid that i’m doing it wrong or i’m too cheesy or i’m not unique enough. I’m going to make things my way, for myself, and i’m not going to do it like other people do it their way. I’m going to make things in whatever way, i’m going to create extensions of my art on all platforms, all media. I’ll embrace social medias purpose of communication, and treat as a part of my art. I will use the internet how I wish, even though I’m afraid that i should cater in some way, even though i’m afraid that i shouldn’t care about catering in some way. 

I’m going to release music that excites me even though i’m afraid it won’t be relatable or palatable or accessible or “successful.” I’m going to be vulnerable for myself and create for myself because it’s what matters and it’s how i am! 

if you have any thoughts, please let me know !! goomanstl@gmail.com